remembering you

i cut the cable off yesterday
i'm starting to think you may not be coming back
those words are a hard kick to my stomach
a forever blemish on my soul
a constant reminder that the person i am
can never again be whole
your memory right now heart haunting
soul breaking
every memory of you slowly passing through my mind
i wish i could capture them like fireflies
and keep them in a jar
tucked close to my heart
i'd take them out and watch them like an old movie from time to time
i want to promise you that i'll never forget
any moment of every day that ive ever spent with you
but as time and memories betray us
thats just something i cant do