You Live In My Mind

You feel alone, even in a room full of people. Not a soul can hear you, no matter how loud you scream. And it's as if no one even feels your existence. You begin to feel numb, at first it was agonizing. As if you stepped into thousands of needles. It nearly killed you at first, but you got used to the pain. And eventually you turned NUMB. You were once full of life, consistently with a smile upon your face. The only time I’ve seen you cry, was from laughing so hard. And when I was for one moment feeling unhappy, you came and you strived to light my face with a smile... Because you we're so content with yourself, that you wanted every one else to feel the same way. I never sensed any hate within your bones, even when I felt angry for you. What happened beautiful? Why is it that now you feel far from alive, why do you feel so dead inside? It’s not you... hold on to me if it will make you smile... if it will make the frown you wear every day disappear. Remember when I was weak? And I felt as if my hope was kept to a minimum... you brushed my hair, and you watched me cry; you told me all was going to be okay. Your shoulder was my home, and when I tasted lonesome, in every inch of my body. .you never gave up... and you used your magical ways, to fill the empty void living within me. you never gave up till you saw the beautiful smile of mine sit upon my face. And now, every moment I live... I smile helplessly... even when I’m so upset that I can't help but cry- I know, I know something beautiful will come out of the misery one has to go through. You taught me well, and you don't even know; you live in my mind, you live in my heart. So when you feel like you want to die, just remember you helped keep me alive. And to have you leave my side, will turn the beautiful smile that you placed upon my face upside down.