This is something I wrote in dedication, as a poem or essay of sorts.
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The Legacy of Beloved Grandparent's From my earliest baby memory you were there smiling at me with your pleasant faces and love filled eyes I reached for you to hold me and tell me stories of a time before me, and to hear with great interest the thoughts of your long years in memories, and of lessons you learned. You took me places with you through the stories you told over excellent meals and too many pleasant snacks, and to actual places like museums, skating rinks, and to Church with you. You taught me along with my parents the art of treating others with love and respect, and treating them how I longed to be treated. We sat in the houses of neighbors, and provided a listening ear or a helping hand, and I learned with the watchful eyes of a child, just how special you really were and are to me, and why others loved you almost or just as much as me. No amount of time with you was enough, and I always enjoyed the sounds of your voices, the laughter, the warmth of your presence, the joy in my heart of being with you, because you were filled with the light of love and others felt it too. My brothers and cousins, always looked forward to spending time with you and did what we needed to do to spend as much time as we could with you in conversation, combing your hair, lending a hand when you needed it, or just being comforted when we were sad. You were all those things and more, and I thank God for blessing me with you in my life. But all to soon you were gone, before I reached the beginning of my adult years, your light was no longer present. And I did not deal well with your loss. I now know That it was your time but as a child all I knew then was that a great light was taken from my life. Your encouraging words, your love filled hearts were gone, you are with God now. But even though that was many years ago I miss you still. If there are only a few lessons I have learned from the few short years you were in my presence, it was to love others as I loved myself, to know I was loved by you, and that you wanted me to succeed even if I didn't always do so. And that I must live life to please God, and to honor you as well by doing so. I will always love you, and I see you in the laughter of my baby cousins, and nieces and nephews. I experience your legacy, when I am able to smile at something pleasant that happens, and in memory of you. I see you in my parents, who miss you, and feel as orphans, as does my beloved Aunts and Uncles. But I know I will see you again, and my job is to not let you down while I draw breathe upon this earth, because it's all for LOVE~L.O.V.E. By Renee Smith |