Jaded

Jaded, by love and what can I do
My heart broken up torn in two
Nights so very dark hard and cold
Alone and scared with no one to hold

Shadows around me and words in my head
Feelings I cannot shake I want them dead
Twist and turn so I can't sleep at night
Crying under the covers out of sight

When will all this complete madness end
Wanting the hurt to go but I can't pretend
You are gone and I am the one left
To mend all that is broken and bereft

Emptiness, left in me as I wish in vain
Sitting here suffering this endless pain
I see our cursed life through my tears and regret
Did it mean anything to you, I wish I could just forget

I gave all my love that you would receive
But now I'm all alone and I can't conceive

All is lost as I struggle to undo whats done
After all, its you, that's been
Absolved and Forever gone