The reality & your play!

The reality & your play!

After everything we’ve been through
I thought my last is you
I thought you would stay
But it turned out that your “love” was a play!

A play where you were the hero
& I was your “one & only”
But in reality what I worth to you equals zero
& you are the cause of me being lonely
In the play you were wonderful & faithful
& I was your last
In reality you are mean & pitiful
& I’m just a girl from your past
In the play you were my sun
& I was you moon
In reality your Ignobility makes me want to run
& so you can eat your pleasure, I was just a spoon

In the play you were the joy of my days
& in your nights, I was some lighting rays
In reality you are the meanest person I’ve ever seen
You are mean, & there’s no word can describe how mean
You were some dirt in my life .. & now from you I’m so clean
In the play you were my peaceful sky
While in reality you’re the reason that made my spirit die
In the play you were so true
& the best thing I did was loving you
But in reality anything I build you simply break
& me loving you is my biggest mistake

In the play you were sensational
& I was so emotional
In reality have been exposed the disgusting truth you were sealing
You really did hurt my feelings
In the play you were literally my soul
In reality all you did to me was taking control
You programmed me in your sick school
But now, in the kingdom of my feelings I RULE!
In the play you were the only one I trust
In reality, on my heart you are just some dust
Some dust that I must drain .. yeah I must
In the play you were the place where I hide
In reality I saw your dirty dark side

In the play you used to raise me up high
& you showed me that you do try
But in reality your heart is so dry
& you made my heart cry
& my heart was something you could’ve buy
Because I thought you’re my guy
In the play you weren’t the same
In reality you’re so freakily lame!
& you’re not what you used to claim
My heart is torn & you’re the one to blame
in the play you were the source of my joy
reality is exactly the opposite because I was your toy

in the play we used to shine
in the damn play you were mine
in reality there was no sign
that you’re not that kind!
in the play you said: “I’ll hold you in my arms”
in reality I didn’t think that greed & meanness are you weapons & you were armed!
In the play i thought that forever has now begun
In reality I wish i can shoot you with a gun!
In the play I loved everything you do
In reality I’m so much better without you

But what was just a play to you..
Was the whole world & a lifetime to me..
But because nothing about you or in you is true..
That’s something you can’t understand .. that’s something you can’t see!...