Illusional Life

I do not know how to deal with this

I feel like crying out loud

can someone tell me please?

How Without help i can deal with this?



Cant hold off my emotions

Tears are fighting a war to come out

I'm understanding reality is exactly what i doubt

But still i want to wait and see it tills it ends

though knowing the end....i still wanna find it out



its overwhelming...what I'm going through right now

the pain inside my soul is making me mad

never thought I'll feel this thing so strongly

How can i be sad for something i never had??



If there's some1 with extraordinary power

please read my mind....my feeling is pure

I'm perfect for it i am sure

i beg u....and I'm down on my knee

do something miraculous before it kills me