When I write I feel

Sometimes when I write I feel...
like my words aren't good enough,
like I've had it rough,
my friends say I exaggerate when I say my life's been tough!
You see when I write I feel..
like no one really listens to what I say,
I mean I don't want it for me but for it to pay.
This is my work but actually its for the worlds,
Stuff the deep stuff I wanna be famous for my words.
I know I'm no Shakespear never claimed I was...
but I wanna stand here in my gear,
tear through your heart like a spear,
knocking your eardrums with words you can hear...
but not understand.
You see sometimes when I write I feel...
like I should be somebody important,
my rhythmic thoughts are potent,
mixed with poetry 100 percent,
can you feel the extent... of my reach?
But you don't understand,
Sometimes when I write I feel....
like I'm not good at all,
my perfomances don't exactly stand tall...
I feel like all the others just take the lead,
and I'm not getting ahead...
So take note and take care...
because sometimes when i write I feel...