LONELY TODAY

LONELY TODAY

I'm lonely taday as never before,
i have knocked on evry closed door,
no one answers my repeated call,
every1's watching as i fall,

no one is there when i need em the most,
my past haunts me like a mysterious ghost,
im beginning to wonder if its was meant to be or i chose,
wonder what else life has in its store...

i try ur door and it doesnt budge,
now the rest of the world doesnt matter that much,
ur not there when i need ur shoulder,
this feeling of loneliness runs over like a boulder,

i try to wonder where i went wrong,
i included u in my every song,
cant u here my deafening cries,
dont u see tears rollig down my eyes,

being there for u is all id care,
then why in my bad state u stand n stare,
it din hurt enf when i got stabbed over,
but it killed me to see u were no where!!

its friendship we had forever it was,
then y dint u feel my loss,
u walk away never to return,
left my broken heart to ache n burn,

i know there must have been a reason for this,
but couldn't u have once told me ,id be missed,
i know i will let u go in a few day ahead,
but i cant forget the first day that we met!!