relation

It cuts deeper by the second,
It has captured every ounce of my energy,
I try not give in but i no longer live within my rightful self.
rage and tears seem to have taken over me,
Tears flow effortlessly with no breaks and time outs.
Over and above the truth i have let hurt rule my life.
Given into sorrow out of circumstances,
having my free will stripped at birth is not what i wanted.

Constantly losing people that matter most to me,
Constantly losing people that never judge me has become a norm to me,
Good-bye's no longer come as a surprise after all its only a matter of time. Right?
I sit there and watch them come and go, walk in and out of my life as if they own the place, the place being my body, my soul and my heart,
They trample over what i rightfully own.NO......its the only thing i rightfully own so i tend to think of my old imaginative romance with a flame called UNFAIRNESS.......
which has built a home with me.

Unfairness has become an acquaintance i cannot get rid off anymore,
It's more like an old friend from another life,
an old friend i thought i had escaped from successfully,
I guess i was wrong once again....
10 points to the other team and nil for me.
Surprised?? not anymore.
accepting fate is the only sanity i have!!

This all makes sense now: relation, hurt, tears and unfairness.
Who better to be more acquainted to them but me a person who stays true to reality.