While I daydream you lay awake and live.

Sometimes words are hard to find, my mind stalls and stops creating. Once and awhile that special something brings out a light in me, opens my eyes and draws out the words for which I need to exhale.

Words of beauty are always on my mind while thoughts are always living and breathing in my heart. They flutter and beat, these words I've kept in for all too long. I'm longing to be with a meaningful heart which breathes out true feelings of pure love while mine offers the same generosity. I can not drag through life without the answer to a long waited question; the question in which lays in your thoughts. Throughout dreams and daydreaming I spill out the idea of a life with you, a life with us, a forever feeling of natural fulfillment. But I can never fully feel the truth behind this fantasy due to the unknown answer which can only be heard from your heart.

Lack of life becomes apparent in my everyday when wonder sits so heavy on my mind. I need answers whether they are on the trail to loss or a path to a light which brings me closer to the one thing that makes me believe in fate. For life is unpredictable and full of twist and turns, I know what showers upon us might be what we only feel can be and what is not real. But I want and desire more than anything to at least kindle a connection in which our hearts grow closer and bond.