Her not Me

Her not Me:

What happened to us? we used to be so close
We went through everything together
Now im stuck with all these ghosts.
I never thought it would end like that
Everything was going fine and then SPLAT.
We never fought, an you made me smile
When it ended everyone was asking ?'s like on trial.
And now i see the reason for this end
i didnt even see it coming, but now i comprehend.
The way she asked about you, and the way you looked at her
It went away so fast like a streak of a blurr.
After time i thought i would be alright
But im still seeing everything in black and white.
I tried making you jealous but it didnt work
But then that ended and i was called a jerk.
I know we are not friends but i need some answers
The rumor of our ended relationship spread like cancer.
Im asking you why
I wasnt ready to say goodbye.
Im asking you how to set you free
Was it easy to let me go like learning the abc's?
Im going to go now
im going to try and get over it i vow
So i just have one more question to ask
Did you ever care for me or was it just a mask?