Cowardice

Sick of trying
Tired of all these worldly things
I wanna runaway
Escape.

I’m undeserving
Every imperfections lacerates me
I don’t wanna see
Turning away.

When all that enthusiasm vanished into thin air
I sit back
Shutting myself in
The world where no love exist,
No one cares.

All these blood and misery
All these lies and veneering
Surrounding me.

This is a run that’s too tough for me
I don’t wanna do this
I’m a coward
I give in.

I don’t care if I’m going to spend the rest of my life burning in hell
I don’t care if anyone’s gonna give me that sympathetic smile
I’m running away
Turning away.

I can’t do it,
There ain’t a way.