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I used to self injure. I am not proud of what I have done. But i'm not ashamed of myself. |
Yeah, they're real And I did this to myself I wanted to feel pain I wanted to feel something I didn't know what I was doing I got addicted to the act The feeling The scars are real And i will always have them Whether the physical ones fade or not They are a reminder of my past Of what I could have done different Of what I could have been They remind me of the tears Remind me of the phsych ward And of the people I have hurt Thats why im glad ive stopped Yeah, the pain will always be there The pain is real The numbness is real But I will never scar my body again It's getting too old I will not promise But I will declare I will say there will be no more self inflicted pain I will say there will be no more hurt And that I will never cry again But I cannot promise But I cannot break a promise Maybe one day When I am ready And when my mind is more steady But right now is not the time Right now is the time to heal Right now is the time to forget Time heals all wounds Whether accidental Or self inflicted Im willing to wait I cant go on like this forever The pain The scars The blades The cuts The hurt The tears The screams The silence Yes, they're real |