ruthless in the darkness

i was forgotten out in the cold. nobody knew where i was and i had no idea where a friendly face could even be found. i was oblivious to directions. i had no place to go without loosing myself deeper and deeper into the darkness. last i remember you walked away from me for the first and last time. i remeber it like yesterday. you left me by my lonesome. forget me. just forget me. dont ever act like you care ever again. its one of my fears, this you knew. you said i was the best thing that ever happened to you, i can be ruthless and you can just forget i ever existed. it wasnt a mistake i know you meant to do it. you act like it happened on accident. you looked for someone else to blame but now i cant forgive you. i dont think this feeling will ever change.