I Can't

Talking about it doesn't help;
It just makes everything worse.
Talking about it makes me think about it.
Thinking leads to feeling.

You'll never know
how much your latest betrayal has hurt.
You'll never know because I'll never tell.
I'm just done.

Love is one of the keys to life;
Friendship is a form of love.
You have my love,
but you no longer hold my friendship.

Here I can let go;
and finally let everything out.
all the pain.
How could you do this again??

There's so much pain;
Not because of what happened.
I'm so over that;
But not telling me is the same as betrayal.

At the time you knew;
YOU KNEW!
and months later I'm finding out,
not from you but from someone below you.

The sad thing is,
I'd rather talk to her now;
Rather than talk to you.
Trust is a weird thing.

You always said that
if I questioned something;
I should come to you.
But in this I can't.

Im afraid.

If you were to say yes,
It'd destroy me.
If you were to say no,
I don't know if I could bring myself to believe you.

Trust me,
in this it's best that you
don't know.
Trust? Yeah i know.

You'll never understand
what this has done.
But I can't be around it anymore.
I can only take so much.

I'm out.