Once Again

The pain is unbearable
How could I fall again?
I didn’t think I would love
You this much
You’re slowly breaking me
Killing my heart
I didn’t want to feel this way
I shouldn’t have let you in
Should have told you no
Why was I so stupid
Didn’t I learn my lesson already
I knew you weren’t ready for
Any type of commitment
In your state I should have waited
We both rushed in
You said words you didn’t mean
While I poured out my heart to you
Poems about you I should throw away
All things reminding me of you
Should go to the garbage
I just can’t do it though
You shattered my heart
In millions of pieces
But each piece still loves you
I really need to erase all memories of you
I told you I loved you
You lied to me
Told me you loved me too
I should have never listened
Your words were exactly
What I wanted to hear
You knew what to say
To keep playing with me
Toying with my emotions
I can’t believe I was this stupid
To fall for your lies
You have my heart and soul
But you are slowly killing them
Love is the slowest form of suicide