Trying to Fit in

Living in the perfect place
isn't all its cracked up to be
living with some brothers and sisters
feeling like a broken plea
with a mother and a father always at work
with noone to keep her company
noone knows how it feels
thinking she lives in a prefect fantasy
feeling wanted is the worlds greatest gift
feeling alone is really terrible
not one friend to ask how ya doin
being broken beyond being able to be repairable
seeing black all around her
feeling worse with every slit
seeing the blood pouring out of her skin
tired of trying to fit in with every skit
to leave the world is what she wants most
to say goodbye, to disappear like a ghost
so this is farwell, im leaving tonight
to go to a place, where i dont have to fright
so im saying goodbye
no i will go
to a place called heaven
where i dont put up a show.