I wrote this to show how i feel sometimes when i am lonely or scared of life itself. |
" Sometimes I feel like I'm Locked in an Invisible box, Away from time and space, In a land completely undiscovered, knowing that no - one will find me or help, Knowing I'm just waiting for nothing, I have a destiny that brings nothing but solitude, I feel empty, but am yet holding onto a faded hope, I wait and wait for somebody to make me feel good - or just to make me 'feel', Lonely is my middle-name. I can be surrounded by millions of people but be completely alone, I can be spoken to by everyone surrounding me, and have no idea what they are saying or even care, In a small, lonely and impossible world I am forced to exist, as i can't begin to understand the world I see before me, In the end, we are all destined for loneliness, When Good things come to an end - Lonely is who we are. It becomes our entire existance, I'm Scared of being always lonely, Scared that a bright blue sky will fade to black and rain despair upon us all, Scared that the faces of all the people that once lit the light in my heart and soul, will burn into embers and remain lost, Scared that my heart along with others, will harden and shatter - bringing too much pain for us to bear, Scared that friends and loved ones, will turn to enemies and make me feel naked and ashamed, futher pulling on the fragile strings I call life, finally making me the nothing I have always feared of becoming. ..I'm scared of being alone. |