Free Fall

Free falling...
Like leaping out of a plane parachuteless waiting for that moment I hit the ground.
Except it never comes....
Like in the Alice and wonderland book..how deep does this rabbit hole go?
Like a spinning top, twisting a turning with so much velocity....unable to plant my feet and finally say this is where I stand........
What if I never hit the bottom...stuck.... weightless..... in limbo? Neither hell nor heaven wants me....eternally punished in this midworld.
Always so close to something but never actually grabbing hold of anything but.......
Empty space...