Should Have Walked Away

And when I turned my head for a shoulder to cry on, you weren’t there. You were gone. In all the time I had spent loving you, I pushed all of my friends and family away to try and spend every moment with you because I was so deeply in love with you, or so I thought. After you left I finally realized something, you took everything I had away from me or made me push it away. You never really loved me, you were never real. I thought you had me at hello but no, I was wrong. You played me, you hurt me and you made me do things that I didn’t want to do. You were my favorite dream and worst nightmare at the same time. It took me longer than it should have for me to finally realize that you were never good for me and I should have listened. Listened to all my friends and my family. They all saw the real you, that horrible monster and they tried to protect me. I should have listened but I was so in love with you. And the day we were finally over, forever. And there was no way we could ever be together again, was the day I realized what you really were. And I wished so much that I could go back in time to when were first met, and just walk away