"I need to but I can't"

"I need to, but I can't"
By: Isabella Athena May on Sunday, May 30, 2010 at 1:07pm.

I need to let you go,
but it seems that I can't,
I try to move on,
then mt heart pulls me back,
fighting against myself,
to get me out of this hell,

why must I feel,
you're not even real,
you really were,
anything at all,
so how did I let myself fall,

where was the wall,
I kept up so high,
to keep me from you,
to help me break through,
tell me it isn't true,
you made me fall for you,

I try to free myself,
from the memories and pain,
but tears are all that rain,
how can this be true,
it was never you,
now I know the truth,

you're not the one I need,
you're not everything to me,
It's all black and white,
help me understand,
the ways if the heart,
too long we have been apart,
forever separated,
we will never be,

I see the truth,
inside your eyes,
you never did love me,
tell me how to breathe,
when I can't find the air,
everytime I dream,
you're always there,

I can't sleep at night,
when I close my eyes,
eventually I dream of you,
I wake up and you're gone,
like you never were,
you don't exist,
you never did,

I need to let you go,
but it seems that I can't,
my heart is still holding on,
even though you're gone,


When I try to breathe,
I can't find the air,
but I know you never cared,
it just isn't fair.......