"Promise"

"Promise"
By:Isabella Athena May on Sunday, May 30, 2010 at 3:02am.

I close my eyes,
and all I see is you,
I made a promise to myself,
to forget about you,
and leave you in the past,
abandon all the memories,
and make you dead to me,

forgive me oh forgive me,
I am oh so sorry,
heart I promised you,
the pain would go away,
and everything would be okay,
I didn't lie to you,
please don't give up on me,

I did tell you the truth,

I just need a moment,
a little time to breathe,
heart, don't you give up on me,
I just need for you to see,

looking in the mirror,
I can see my eyes,
Filling with water,
like clouds in the sky,
I know I told you no more tears,
falling down my face,

I know I say alot of things,
to make your memory,
erase,
Time can only help me,
now,
I cannot rush the pace,
I'm trying to let go,
But my heart wont let me so,
I must take my time,
running through my mind,
as every memory
falls right through the cracks,
to be buried away,
until the end of day,

Forgive me for I promised you,
that the pain would go away,
and no more tears to shed,
as I'm lying in my bed,
my heart is bleeding red,
I cannot feel it beating,
yet I know it's there,
am I still breathing,
I can't feel a thing,
I'm numb all over,
now that its all over,
am I alive or dead,
as I lie in bed,
waiting for the night,
to turn to day,
and make everything ok,
what more must I say,

I promised I would let you go,
and never shed a tear,
I guess I lied to you,
I need you here anyway.......
don't know what more to say,
wish a word you would say,
say you're here to stay.......


okay I wrote this randomly not sure if it makes sense I have a migraine and I'm tired falling asleep zzzzzzz