Right Now

You haunt me
my dreams invade
my desire for You
forbidden
yet all consuming
this new life i live
so stable
so secure
can not erase
who i was
who i am
who i shall ever be.
the memories
Your breath on my skin
intoxicating
Your Masterful touch
strips my defenses
the taste of Your skin
sweetest liquor.
once i submitted
now i crave more
if only i had chosen
more wisely
less discretely
on my knees
i would beg
only to please You
surrender once more.
it is best
this distance between us
i could never deny You
Your touch
Your desire
You
own
me.