LOVE ME

LOVE ISNT REAL, ITS MADE UP OF LIES. EVERYTIME I LOOK IN THE MIRROR, ANOTHER PART OF ME DIES. HOW COULD YOU BREAK ME WHEN I MADE YOU MY LIFE? HOW COULD YOU BETRAY ME SO BADLY I WAS YOUR MOTHER FUCKING WIFE? EVERYTIME YOU NEEDED ME I HELD OUT MY HAND, BUT WHEN I NEEDED YOU YOU JUST COULDNT BE A MAN. I GAVE UP EVERYTHING I HAD AND LAYED DOWN MY FUCKING PRIDE, AS YOU SAT BACK WITH A SMILE EVERYTIME YOU MADE ME CRY. YOU BROKE MY SPIRIT AND RAPED MY SOUL, INSTEAD OF LIFTING ME UP YOU KNOCKED ME DOWN SO LOW. SO INSECURE WITH YOURSELF I WAS THE ONE WHO PAID THE PRICE, BUT EVEN WITH YOUR FUCKED UP MENTALITY I NEVER ONCE LEFT YOUR SIDE. WHEN I TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU I MEANT EVERY FUCKING WORD, EVEN AFTER YOU DENIED ME AND WANTED TO CHASE OTHER GIRLS. I LOVED AND EVEN RAISED THE KIDS MAINLY ON MY OWN, GOT THEIR NAMES TATTOOED ON MY BACK TO ETCH MY LOVE LIKE IN STONE. WE HAD A FAMILY, A FUTURE, I WOULD HAVE NEVER WALKED AWAY, I WASNT EVEN YOUR ENEMY YET IM THE ONE YOU BETRAYED. HOW COULD I GIVE UP MY LIFE FOR SOMEONE WHO TREATED ME SO LOW? HOW COULD YOU TORMENT MY HEART LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER YOU DIDNT KNOW? I ALWAYS PLACED YOU AHEAD OF ME, AND PUT MY HURT TO THE SIDE, EVEN WHEN YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME IT WAS A MOTHER FUCKING LIE. AFTER EVERYTHING I BEEN THROUGH I SHOULD SHAKE YOUR FUCKING HAND, FOR TEACHING ME A LESSON IN LIFE I CAN FINALLY UNDERSTAND. LOVE ISNT SUPPOSE TO HURT AND YOU ARE NOT A MAN, AND I HAVE TO WALK AWAY FROM YOUR ASS BECAUSE I DID ALL I CAN. SO WHEN YOU LOOK BACK ON LIFE AND YOU REMINEICE ON ME, YOU CAN ONLY BLAME YOURSELF BECAUSE YOUR THE FOOL WHO SAT ME FREE. I CAN LOOK IN THE MIRROR NOW AND SMILE AT WHAT I SEE, AND I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR TEACHING ME TO LOVE ME.