Genesis

In the beginning we are guaranteed that there will be life and there will be death

Everything that goes on in between will decide how life remembers you at best

God since you are the beginning and the end I apologize for losing my way

Sometimes this life can be hard to deal with and very easily can we go astray

I thank you for strength and pushing me through when darkness had me surrounded

I thank you for helping me understand humility and to always stay grounded

For understanding me and never leaving me, no matter how bad things are in my life

Thank you for keeping me strong, never allowing me to just give up without a fight

My forgiveness is shaky right now and I know that to love is to forgive at all times

I guess this is one of the things that I need to search deep in my soul to begin to find

For the gift of writing and trying make the most complicated things fit into words to understand

Thank you for standing by me and giving me the tools needed to be a strong man

For my daughters I pray that I have the strength to make sure I can keep them on track

I know it takes a village to raise a child and sometimes I feel like leaving her with that pack

Thank you for guidance and wisdom a stable mind and breathing air in me each day

I pray that you watch over family and friends as they are out and about and on their way

For all the wrongs that I have done please forgive me and anyone that I have done them to

Please put it in their hearts to forgive so their blessings are not blocked on there way to you

I ask you to help me to understand life so that I can make the best of it

I know it starts with doing the right things and I will hold my self accountable for that little bit
This is just a prayer because I need help sometimes and with you I know I can’t go wrong

You know sometimes it takes longer than others but soon enough I will catch on

I will continue to do the best I can and I know that I will make more mistakes

Doing my best to let go of anything from my past, so those skeletons I will shake

Thank you for listening, as you do each and every time I call your name

We will speak again real soon and your son will do his best to not get lost again.

Amen

Dino Jul 10