have you ever..?

I love a guy, so much, but when something oh so little gets in the way you feel apart, you would do anything to hold his hand, just to feel his kiss, but that one little distance holds you apart, so your crying now, lonely, and you can't do anything to fix this little distance. But your crying, and you don't know this distance could be untrue. So you think rationally, but its a 50/50 chance, so you continue crying. Your young, so you ask why your crying, but you still love. Now your tears become dry, & your friends join the distance, making your feelings worse. Yet you cry about there distance also. Now your left with the enemies, and one. You hope and pray hes with you, and that the other 50 takes him to your path, but you cannot get hold of this boy, but you know he loves you. but how can you survive for a year? until summer comes, you cry. Eventually you can't take it anymore, what happens next? you go crazy! Now, comment if you know what this little writing is about.