Heart Brake Melody

your the only light down this tunnel,
the only light i wish to see,
but you killed me
oh why thy killed me?
my heart used to sing,
an unbeatable melody,
now she only sings,
a heart brake sonnet,
that is as endless as space,
as cold as the dance of the dead,
as dark as the midnight sky,
as murky as the sea...

My heart only bleeds,
now that you left me,
here on the ground
shattered and broken
beten and battered
shreded and torn.
I am so worn.
My cheeks stained,
old eyeliner.

My shirt blood soaked,
from my bleeding heart.
I was supposed to be the one,
who saved you from endless pain
it was you,
who showed me the name of.
"Irony."

In the end this heart brake lullaby,
will forever stay
in my little mind
echoing through out the dead of night,
as if I'm staying
in a ghostly graveyard, stuck in the depth of night,
awaiting the daylight
to stream through the stained glass windows
my heart throbbing,

not yet beating
stitching my own heart shut,
feels a lot like,
getting a bullet through the head.
Knowing what i am doing must be done
i force myself back up
for one last run.

My heart beating,
but not like it should
still shredded into little pieces
harder then steel.
I shall never brake,
For my heart sings
For all eternity...
her own little
heart brake melody