Selfish death

I remember that day….
That dark day when she took her selfishness with her…
I had missed her that evening…
Now there’s nothing I could do to save her…
But it didn’t matter how much my heart longed for her
I saw her every day with him
And he hurt her…
And pusses her over the edge,
….
I cried and cried the next morning….
I saw HIM again and my anger and rage came back, I got lost in all my hate and jealousy I LOVED HER I cried to the heavens but I wonder if she can here me cry out in rage and anger for the lust we had together as friends,
Why?.....

I know what I must do now…