Not Enough

Everytime I close my eyes
I see your face
Every night
I lie awake
thinking about you

Every day
I pray
to see you

I spend my day with you
but it's not enough
I remember
the good times we have
but its not enough
just to remember
I need you here
by my side
and I don't understand why

I talk to you for hours
but I need more
I've never felt like this
before

You are all that is on my mind
I try to stop thinking about you
but I can't

It hurts
when you're not here
with me

I watch you walk away
and I feel hollow inside
I crave your presence
and I try to pretend
you're here with me
but the hurt
doesn't stop

I wish I could tell you
how I feel  about you
but I'm too scared
I can't even admit
my feelings for you
to myself
and it hurts
to hold them in

No matter how long I'm with you
it hurts to know
that you have to leave

I try to tell myself
that I'll see you again
some day
but it doesn't make
the pain go away

I hear your voice
I see you looking at me,
wanting me
I feel you
if only in my dreams