Shh...Listen.

Smiling at you from afar,
My cheeks flush red,
For the first time ever,
I feel alive,

My knees buckle,
I giggle
I laugh,
I smile,
You have no idea,

What i feel,
Even if you did,
I'm the loner,
You fear,

Would you ever,
Understand,
The feelings?
Could you?
understand?

Still my eyes,
Hold nothing,
Yet,
My heart holds strong,
Still I hold my head high,

I want you,
To be happy,
Even,
If it means,
That I am no longer there,

However,
I Shall say this,
I will always,
Be there,
When you need me,
The most...