Save me from myself

Tired of fighting.
useless constant fighting,
you never listen anymore!
why cant you just say " I was wrong."
can you not swallow your pride?


Always wrong,
Anger tucked inside a secret box within my heart,
waiting to implode,explode,
a means of which ill never escape,
i refuse to walk away once more,
leave my heart trapped tight within my bleeding, collapsing, chest

You have me
open
vulnerable
take your best shot,
hit home with every word you speak
let pain flow through my body as though it was
the blood pumping through my veins,
laced with venom
each time i see a tear drop fall

ill fall to my knees,
begging
pleading
for
the thought of losing you has overwhelmed me