Who I Really Am

I am not the super loud, always obnoxious person everyone says I am. I don't talk a lot. I am alone 95% of the time. I'd rather be alone with a good book. No one understands what my life is like. I can't tell anyone! Even my so called best friends don't know half of the crap I do. No one talks to me except maybe 4 people, at the most. Just like Melinda in Speak, I wonder who would notice if I just stopped talking all together. I am not looking for sympathy or pity from any one, I'm just telling you the way things are for me.