Today

I can not explain life in words
the amazingly good and horribly absurd
you can not misplace a feeling so deep
an overwhelming feeling sometimes defeat.

They tell you to keep your chin up and smile
but this life is so draining and only a trial
There has to be more than this.
Somehow
Someday
I must find bliss!

The lows are low
and highs are high
roll with the punches
and flow with the tide
you never know where it may lead
and the biggest question,
who has the key?

There is always that risk of falling asleep
the risk that the sleep gets a little too deep.

If you make it through the darkness
it will be glorious the moment you arise
then you realize
the feeling was simply harmless
the day is bright
and you finally feel alive.

Everyone has been to the bottom of the hill
only to turn around and climb up again.

But, happiness can only be felt
when your heart is broken
and your spirit must melt
it is out of miseries we find
happiness only comes a little at a time.
.enn