late night brain storm 2

had that tought earlier but let it go, fought to keep inside, but i'd just let it go, why does it have to be this way, the scars that i hide, sometimes it feels like i died, just can't cry, cause i have to hide, those cuts that bleed, cause of that no good deed, it feeds on me like a vampire, and i'm tired tonight, tired of the dark, holds me captive, those spirits, that lurk, that demon inside, that hurtful temptation, thats my satisfaction, that beatiful world i want to escape to except, i always take myself here, into the fear, a dry tear in my eye, cause i want no one to see the pain, just to see that i'm still sane..........a laugh as i fade away into that zone that gives me comfort, i'll forget your love your sweet kiss, just another day that i miss you.....