the day

the fog lifted
the sun shone through the clouds
the rain ceased
the wind calmed to a whisper
everything and everyone fell silent
the day i saw you
the day i found out who you really were
it hurt, but not much
inside i knew the truth
i just didnt like it
so i hid it, buried it with lies
but you cant hide forever
you (again) say you fucked up
its the same as always
again you say you love me
this is just a replay
but this time will be different
im changing the end
im sick of you, your eyes, your arms, your kiss
im through
you mean nothing to me
ive got another
and hes so different
he actually cares
he doesnt throw me away
he doesnt crush me
leave me with nothing
he doesnt make me feel worthless
or not good enough
he loves me