Deluded Love.

Edifice of the mind, brutalized
In the highest order, a nihilist.
Peaceful meadow of sweet ambivalence ,
Fragmented mind of emotion - turmoil
'Pon my person. Emotional annex
Forming. Metastasizing in timely
Fashion. Cornerstone has become granite,
Apathy sets - numbness, the hardest rock.
Stoicism, unloved, emotions on lock.

A mind of lilac, flashing grey, mindless
Actions upholding no humanity,
My bust formed from ill-logic - corrupted
Rational. Architecture forming the
Perfect arc. Holistic insanity.
Internal turmoil contemplating. Calm
Rivers ponder delirium with clear
Focus, uncertainly. Hysterical
Laughter numbing the malform' rationale.

A salvific presence brings me bewitched
From my mind of logic, colourless halls.
Becoming anew in mind, unstable
And short-lived. This bold love is mentally
Crucified and born again, until it
Transcends thought, into mild insanity.
A mind of purple, flashing bright white, loved.
Self-loved in vanity, deluded soul,
Emptiness, perpetual void, unfilled whole.