Distorted Reality

Oh God, I hate the voices
Screaming through my head
The blurred and nameless faces
Can't remember what they said
The doctor's greatest morphine
Couldn't calm my dreams
Couldn't shoot enough
To finally make me free
The Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost
Refused to rescue me
When the demons in my mind
Met with my reality
The doctors called me just confused
But I knew that I was lost
Too far away for logic
Too hung up on it's cross
I cant tell my past from my future
Memories from dreams
I can't tell which nightmare I had lived
Too soon it comes for me
I don't know who I am
Or who I've ever been
Or when I gave my self
To the darkness of my sin
They say that dreams are images
Imagined deep inside
They say it's all just for pretend
That no one's ever died...
But what if I decide to trust
In the world inside my head?
Could my new reality betray?
Could my dream self lie me dead?