Invidia (Envy)

I hate it when you're happy,
I smile when you cry,
Better than me at everything,
Oh, I wish that you would die.
Your good fortune makes me angry,
When you're sad I want to laugh,
The whole world only loves you,
Yet I only see a brat.
Everything's a competition,
That I always seem to lose,
If I can't win at something,
I will take it all from you.
No one tries to hide it,
Humility's a bore,
But no one draws attention to it,
Only to attention whores,
She's pretty and smart with lots of friends,
I just can't out do her,
The bitterness wont seem to end,
What makes my day is Schadenfreude.
Someday my shadow will crush her,
And she'll have to wish she was me,
She'll get stuck in what she can't become,
'Till then it's just a daydream,
For now I'm stuck with waiting,
Wanting what I can't become,
I'll steal, I'll take what she will bring,
This vicious circle is never done.