If I'm Not The Only One

"(text)" is when the words are in English.



PS, this chapter focuses more on Eli/Alexander.

Chapter 5

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It was the next day at school when Alexander and Eli were excused to miss a class or two. Eli was in a small closet with Alexander. Alexander and Eli were quiet and obviously awkward



But it didn't stop Eli from staring at him. When Alexander noticed he asked, "What?!"



Eli felt a little startled from Alexander's yelp but he didn't show it. Instead, he answered calmly, "I wanted us to talk."



Alexander was looking to the side and acted a little dumb, "What is there to talk about?"



Eli sighed, rubbed the back of his neck, and straightened his back. He responded, "About... the other day when... -"



"Can't we just forget about it?" Alexander looked into Eli's eyes and wished he didn't because he couldn't look away.



Eli answered softly, "I don't want us to forget it."



Alexander asked, really confused, "W-why not?"



Eli wrapped his hands around Alexander's waist, despite Alexander's surprised expression, and whispered, "Because I like being close with you."



Alexander stared into Eli's eyes for a moment, but he tried to pull away before saying, "This isn't right."



"What in this world is right, Xander?"



Alexander was surprised when Eli called him by his known nickname. "Uh... I still haven't gotten over... her."



"I know. That's why... I planned this." Eli leaned in to kiss Alexander and put his hand behind the other's head so he couldn't pull away.



Fortunately for Eli, Alexander couldn't pull away so he did nothing and waited for Eli to stop, ignoring the sudden rush and amazing feeling he was having.



Eli pulled away and Alexander muttered, "I can't do this with you, Eli... It's wrong."



Eli leaned closer and said, "No it's not. Love is never wrong."



"No. It's not that we're both... guys, but the fact that we... we aren't in the same 'category'."



Eli scoffed, "Is that why you refuse to like me? You think I'm still that same jerk?"



Alexander retorted sharply, "A man can't change in one day."



"No," Eli agreed. "But a man can change every time he's with the one he's loves."



Alexander tried to pull away gently while muttering, "Don't say that you love me."



"Then don't say you don't feel anything between us."



Alexander gulped when he finally admitted, "I do feel something, but I don't like it."



Eli gripped Alexander's waist tighter and growled, "Then I'll make you like it."



He kissed Alexander and forced his mouth open to put his tongue in. Alexander gave up on fighting and kissed back. He wrapped his arms around Eli's neck and Eli forced him up against the wall. Eli unzipped Alexander's pants and slipped them off. The two roughly undressed each other until they were both naked.



Eli turned into shock when Alexander slowly put Eli's fingers in his mouth and began sucking. After pulling them out, Eli slowly entered a finger into Alexander's hole, causing Alexander to squirm in displeasure.



"I'm sorry," Eli whispered sincerely.



"I-I'm fine." Eli could tell he was lying but he shrugged it off.



Eli entered 2 more fingers quickly because the both knew they didn't have much time. Alexander bit his lower lip before growling, "Eli, just fuck me already...!"



Eli obeyed, taking his fingers out and he hesitated before putting his dick inside of Alexander. Eli asked, "You okay?"



Alexander nodded, trying to avoid getting tears in his eyes. He whispered, "Move..!"



Eli moved his hips and immediately hit Alexander's spot, and he knew because Alexander moaned Eli's name in ecstasy. Alexander's hands clenched at Eli's skin on his back, but Eli didn't mind because he was too focused on giving Alexander and himself pleasure. The two moved at an almost perfect rhythm and, since Eli was hitting Alexander pretty hard, Alexander came first. Eli came after but did a few more thrusts, afraid of leaving Alexander's body so soon.



Eli kissed Alexander before pulling out, making Alexander shudder of the liquid going down his thighs. Eli whispered, "That was amazing."



Alexander closed his eyes as Eli's hand caressed his cheek, and he muttered, "I know..."



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Kibum asked Eli, "Yah, where were you in Chemistry?"



Kibum, Eli, and even Kevin were at a fast food place. It was after school and the 3 really didn't feel like heading home just yet.



Eli rolled his eyes, "I had to see the principal with Alexander."



Eli knew that at least one person was about to ask this question, so him and Alexander decided to tell that story and everyone would believe them. Also, neither one from the different groups would ask each other because Kevin's group and Soohyun's never talked to each other... unless there was gonna be a serious showdown.



Kibum groaned, "Why are you always getting in trouble? And why are you and Alexander... so different around each other?"



"Huh?"



"Aish, before the fight you two had the expressions of, 'I feel so uncomfortable and pissed off that I am sitting next to him.' Then right after the fight it was, 'I hate this guy, he's fucking annoying.' Then suddenly a day later you guys are awkward as fuck. Then the next is you guys are so normal around each other. What the Hell is that all about?"



"Huh?"



"Don't play fuckin' stupid, Kim Kyungjae." The two got very tense as Kevin spoke silently yet deadly. Kevin was staring at his nails but he muttered, "You know exactly what he's saying. Why don't you just man up?"



Eli felt himself boil in anger because he was tired of always letting Kevin get the best of him. "Okay, you want me to man up? What's up with you protecting Dongho the time I fucked with him? Or when suddenly you two were very normal with each other? Then you almost ate him with your eyeballs in class. Then, my most favorite part, you two whispering in each other's ears. What the Hell is that all about?"



Kevin stayed silent, being extremely calm, before he looked at Kevin and muttered, "I used to get bullied by bigger guys, the feeling is fucking insane, and not in a good way. I talk to him because he is smart and he'll help me with my work so I can actually fuckin' graduate. We're calm around each other because we don't want the teacher thinking we don't interact with each other about work. And we whisper in each other's ears because we don't want people hearing our voices."



Kibum and Eli were quiet and didn't know what to do next. Eli stood up and left. Kibum sighed deeply. "I'm sorry he had to say that, it was my fault-"



"No. Don't worry about it, Kibum He had to know. But, I am also concerned about him and Alexander."



Kibum took a minute to finally realize, "... Do you think..."



"Do I think what?"



"... That... the two are... friends?"



Kevin examined his nails and answered nonchalantly, "It's not exactly a problem. However, if they are, I don't want Soohyun-shi all over my ass if the two suddenly get married."



Kibum laughed and patted Kevin's shoulder. "I'm glad we have times like this."



Kevin nodded, a very small hint of a smile on his face. "Me too, Kibummie."



Just when Kevin started to feel happy for once, he turned his head and noticed two figures coming out of the movie theatre. He saw them walk to a car, and behind the car, the taller man kissed the smaller boy. Kevin couldn't help but notice that the taller boy had brown hair... while the other had definite red hair.



Kevin: 'Dongho is so gonna get it the next time we're alone.'



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As Dongho got into his house, right before watching Soohyun drive away, he felt a little unsure. He felt unsure because, when he locked the door, he remembered he opened the door without noticing it was already unlocked. He slowly walked around the house, examining it. He decided to go upstairs and take a look at the two guest rooms before going to his own.



He was taken aback to see black (possibly eyeliner) writings on his mirror, in broken hangul...



"TEL SOOHYUN 2 WACH HIMSELF K."



"I was waiting for you..."



Dongho gasped and froze when he felt Kevin's hands intimately touch him from behind. But it wasn't so friendly, in fact... Kevin seemed a little pissed off.



Dongho: 'This isn't good. This is so not good.'



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