Where I'm From

I’m from Solitaire.
I’m from staying secluded, inside throughout my childhood,
And sometimes playing with friends.
I’m from PlayStation 1and 2,
And doing my homework during school.

I’m from the Rasmus to Eminem.
I am from Avenged Sevenfold and Marilyn Manson.
From that fight all over the steps fad.
From Criminal Minds to House.

I’m from “lol” and “stfu”.
From Psychology to Genetics.
From being basically oblivious to pop culture.
From AP classes to Regulars.

I’m from more pills than I can pronounce.
From more doctors than I can remember.
I am from a new diagnosis each year.

I’m from suicidal to homicidal.
To accidentally bulimic to aspiring anorexic.
To sometimes schizophrenic to occasionally OCD.

I am from an internal wreck.
Heading towards clarity.
I am from this moment