My Crush on You

My life is so complicated and frustrating
sometimes I just feel the need to scream
I hate this life that I live
Someday I wish I could wake up and it would all be a dream
Not a second goes by that I am not thinking of you in some way
When I look into your eyes
I get butterflies
I never know just what to say

I am so afraid to be myself
I am afraid you won’t like the real me
So I try to be someone else

Without you in my heart
I feel incomplete
Without you I am falling apart
Your dark long wavy hair
As it blows in the wind
You stand there
It makes my heart mend
From all the past heart breaks

You helped me see that not all guys are mean
You’re so sweet
You are the boy of my dreams
Someday we’ll meet