I am a girl

i am a girl

living in a world that doesn't get me

no one see me

I'm there but I'm not there

i hide myself from the world

and the world hide from me

you never know who i am in till its to late

i try to run away but i can't

i am stuck

stuck in a place i try to get away from

but can't

so i hide myself and who i am in lies

lies i cant get out of

people think they know but they don't

because i don't even know myself

i hide myself

so not even i can know me

the darkness scares me

when i am in the dark things happen

things that no one knows about but me

i can't escape the darkness

because it always finds me

so i try to hide

but there  is no were to hind

not even in the light

because the light always gos out

so i am standing here

here in the darkness

hoping and praying

this is a dream

but its not

so i try to run

but can't

because i am stuck

stuck to the grown that i stand on

the grown starts to brake a part

i start to fall with the grown

into a whole

a whole that takes me back

back to the time i was happy

as i try to rich for the happiness

it fads away into the darkness

as i stand there lost and sad

ever thing starts to change into something bad

so i stand here

wishing that it was a dream

a dream nothing

but its not

it is my life

a life i try to live

'but cant

even tho i try

but something pulls me back

to where i don't try no more

but try to forget

forget ever thing

so i hind it deep in side

where no one can

see or know it

so i am left standing here

crying on the side and wishing

i was die

but act like ever thing is o.k.

when its not

so i am a girl