teenager

i grab my ipod shove my head phones deep in my ears, and crank up the music til i can feel my ear drums vibrating violently. I grab a magazine and aimlessly flip though a it. Not taking in anything. The music rattles my brain so much i can't think of the one thing i refuse to speak of, so the music severs its purpose. Just wishing that those awful and weird memories would just go away. Some people may say its blocking out the world. but i know better, its being a teenager.