Have you ever?

Have you ever screamed in a room of full of crowed people...
and yet no one bothered to look up? Have you ever tried to
run away, but came back home because you know there was
no luck? I've tried to end it all...but I knew it wasn't right!
Why do I have to try so hard when I know I'm going to loose
the fight! If in the end I forget to say good bye...then just
know that you were in my mind when I decided to die!
Don't worry in the end because I'll see you up there when you say
good bye! I'll be waiting with my arms open very wide,with a
smile on my face and tears in my eyes.... then I'll grab you
by the waist and tell you that I've missed you so, I hope you
know that now I will never let go! Please just say that you love
me I don't care who you are, but that will go very far....I just
can't loose you like this, something so peaceful so bliss. Just once
more... one...last.... kiss!
Written by -Sybrina Augustine 01/24/11