in my head

my crazy brain
tells me these things
fills me with disdane
what if i'm just insane

my crazy brain
just won't leave me alone
floods me with joy and with pain
pretends like the truth is unknown

my crazy brain
is kinda my favorite thing
guarding with my life
the wealth of knowledge i've obtained

my crazy brain will not budge
will not fold it's ideas at the slightest shove
my crazy brain
is genuine
holds convictions
holds conversations
is plated in steel, so I remain strong
my crazy brain
it thinks, about everything
and it would rather endure the pain
resulting from an open heart
I am ready to take the world on
I won't conform, I won't fall apart
I won't let the misery of others,
delivered so maliciously
spread me thier infection and bring me to my knees

go ahead, discredit me. Maybe noones noticed your dishonesty,
or your lack of civility, or your medirocy,
Truly, I thank you, you've showed my what not to be
and if that makes me crazy, I guess I finally see

I will not lower my standards to suit the norm
I will not stop feeling things just to aviod the storm
your words, your mean condesending words
don't hide your misery, they only unmask the reality
so yeah, fine, i'm crazy, but at least i'm not empty
if golden rules and sympathy and empathy make me crazy
what does appathy make you? you show a different face to everyone
convinced nobody knew. Sadly, you don't have a clue



my crazy brain, in cahoots with my crazy heart, is hatching this crazy scheem. if you cant keep up with crazy pretend this is a dream.