My Innermost Thoughts

In a couple of days I will leave this part of the world where I got a chance to know and meet different kinds of interesting people. It is in this wonderful city where I got to know someone who became so very close to my heart. I traveled a lot before and this is the first time that this thing happened to me. Two people with different cultures and beliefs, jiving along? With my status now, can I call this love? I know I am in a good state of mind. Is it because my marriage is on the rocks? That is why I got easily tempted? So many questions have been asked... Look around! You don't see it but temptation abounds.In this world that has seemed to spin out of control, temptation strongly predominates. It's just too tough to resist.

When I go back home, I would like to think that everything will be fine with me and my husband. I hope we can patch up our differences. I still remember the time when we first met and later on we became the best of friends. There was only happiness... It didn't came across my mind that happiness will fade away. I love my husband more than he loves me. I am a jealous wife as they say, but what can I do? He made me feel less important to him. He has different priorities now. With those ladies in his web I started to get paranoid. Now, he doesn't call me often, I know we still respect each other but it's not enough. I love you so much more than you'll ever know. I want to grow old with you. Let me feel that I am being loved and needed by you My Darling. I love you ...

I will leave this place, with a part of my body, soul . mind and heart will be left behind. Hubuk Enta My Friend. I know I will never forget you. Thank you for making me feel important. And most of all thank you for loving me the way I'd like to be... Mein Aapse Pyaar Karti Hoon ...