I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling [[empty]] inside. I'm tired of feeling [[worthless]]. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of being [[alone]]. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of [[pretending]]. I'm tired of always being the one that people look [[down]] on. I'm tired of being the [[bad]] one. I'm tired of being talked about when I have done nothing. I'm tired of the whispers. I'm tired of the stares. I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of [[missing]] people. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of [[faking]] it. I'm tired of [[disappointment]]. I'm tired of being different. I'm tired of being [[angry]]. I'm tired of not being [[good]] enough for anyone. I'm tired of being lonely. Im tired of being told what I can and can not do. I'm tired of worrying what people think, especially those that dont [[care]] about me. I'm tired of being the [[scapegoat]]. I'm tired of [[lies]] from the past. I'm tired of being the only one that remembers the [[truth]]. I'm tired of wondering when I am going to [[catch]] a break. I'm tired of [[fighting]]. I'm tired of always being told that I am wrong. I'm tired of being the [[moral]] one. I'm tired of always being the parent. i'm tired of always getting the [[shaft]]. I'm tired of not being [[me]]. I'm tired of the put-downs, let-downs, and everything in between. I'm tired of always being the one who has everyone's [[back]], when no one ever has mine. I'm tired of being told what I can and can not do with [[my]] money and with my [[life]]. I'm tired of the [[expectations]]. I'm tired of being stupid. I'm tired of looking in the mirror, all I see is sadnes, [[pain]] and hurt, where once was happiness. I'm tired of not standing up for myself with people and letting them [[walk]] all over me. I'm tired of [[always]] being wrong. I'm tired of being laughed at. I'm tired of laziness. I'm tired of always being the one that works at it. I'm tired of people not [[seeing]] me. I'm tired of being happy on the outside, when on the inside I am [[devastated]]. I'm tired of keeping my mouth [[shut]], just to save the peace. I'm tired of being the strong one, when on the inside I am [[crumbling]]. I'm tired of the nonsense. I'm tired of always doing the [[right]] thing. I'm tired of taking the [[high]] road. I'm tired of my [[mistakes]] being brought up and thrown in my face all the time. I'm tired of how [[you]] regard everyone and everything higher than me. I'm tired of my [[opinion]] not mattering, when everyone elses does. I'm tired of never being good enough, not even for myself. I'm tired of [[not]] telling them how I feel. I'm tired of not standing up for myself. I'm tired of no one [[caring]]. I'm tired of not being [[beautiful]]. I'm tired of the fakeness. I'm tired of the lies. I'm tired of always having to be the [[responsible]] one. I'm tired of shutting out the whole [[world]], even my own self. I'm tired of being [[blamed]] for everyone else's mistakes. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of being [[forgotten]]. Most of all, I'm just I'm [[tired]] of being tired. . |