Starting Over

Where do you go when all you know is gone?
What do you do when all you loved has left?
What can you say?
What can you do?

It hurts.
Its painful and empty.
Its lonely and ugly.
I can't hardly breathe.

I feel my thoughts scattered.
My mind is dizzy.
I don't know where to start over?

I stare into the celing wondering if life is worth living?
My babies are gone to live some life without me.
My two angels taken away against their will.
They had no choice.

Their momma hates me and soon will teach them to do likewise.
She will poison their minds and rewrite their memories.
She wants a different life that what I've given for the last few years.
So she's taken them away.
She's taken them away.
I want to die.

I've got nothing and no one.
I'm too old to want to start over.
I'm lost and aching inside my brain.
I don't know where to start over.