Aerospace

Dear Diary,

Today was just like all of the others. The boys in my class continued to make sexual jokes towards me. Being the only girl in a class of engineers is hard. Why do they think it is okay to say these things? I think they can tell I cry on the inside, but they do not know about the feeling between Nick and me. Whenever all the guys are laughing at one of their dirty jokes, Nick will always give me a look. I can feel his eyes burning a hole through my eyes. I have tried to pursue him, but he seemed uninterested when I met him in the bathroom stall. Why does he send me these signals? Every night when going to sleep, I think about him. Should I just have sex with him? We will find out how that goes tomorrow.

Carol