A part of me!

A part inside of me stops me from being that 'I don't care' type person!

I am getting frustrated now , I can't kill me , I can't injure me to make things the way I want to see them , because someone inside stops me strongly!

But I do get hurt , I become angry and rageful and furious , I can't just go up and burst out to the faces who are being mean!

I feel like I am being too good to people but , I can't be as bad as  I think I should become to me , in order to get away from worries! As someone inside stops me!

Why would people be so much self concerned , why wont they think to themselves that what goes around , can come back to them too!